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January's Update

2012-01-11T15:44:00.000+08:00

Of all the months I've lived, January 2012 should be the only month where I spent most of my money. Looking back to all the days I've spent for this month, I guess I do give away my money a lot.

December 31st, 2011 and January 1st, 2012
I starts off my first day in 2012 with a deposit to my official photographer for my wedding. Then I spent some money going to Penang with my love and my younger brother. Most of my money were actually spent on Pesta Penang.

This picture was taken on the 1st of January 2012;

first day of a new year celebration together with the anniversary of my first year of engagement.

This picture is actually while they were waiting for their turn to ride the Challenger.

January 5th, 2012

I think I look kinda healthy on the outside. But if you look on the inside, I am actually filled with some health issues. I have Gastritis, Sinus, sensitive skin, etc. I even can't eat black pepper or spicy food *except for Asam Pedas Johor since I love them so much until I am willing to suffer*. So, based on these health issues of mine, I've decided to take on Herbalife. Plus, I'll get married soon. I really want to be on my best shape for that day. Yeah, if you ask me, this is also another day where I spent lots of my money.

January 7th, 2012

On this day, I had to go to Shah Alam since the day for my practicum is near enough and I still don't have a place to live. So I had to spent some money for the rental car and also for Tutti Frutti and some magazines that I bought along the way.

January 9th, 2012

I had to go to Shah Alam again since my first visit didn't bring me any luck. This time I had some luck with me and now I already paid for two months rental fees since I want to avoid having to pay for the deposit. Apart from that, I also pay for some magazines again, a book and a ring which I bought together with my roommate.

January 11th, 2012

Oh well, today I spent most of my money for perfumes. I know... People may say that perfumes are not that important but for me, they do. Plus, these perfume were sold by a friend of mine. They are original perfumes with much cheaper price than the one in the store. At first, I needed these perfumes for my practicum days *I don't want to be caught wearing cheap perfumes by those elite students with drivers* but now, I think these are valuable buys. This is because, even 3 bottles of original perfumes can last for the whole year. That's why I didn't hesitate to spend my money. I actually have paid for the first 5 bottles much earlier but I don't remember the date. Today, I buy another 4 bottles of perfumes. All these 9 bottles are not just for me actually.

The one that I bought for myself are Flora by Gucci, Daisy Purple by Marc Jacobs and Love and Glamour by Jennifer Lopez. Another two bottles of the perfumes which are CH Summer Fragrance Limited Edition by Carolina Herrera and Hugo Boss Orange by Hugo Boss is actually for the hantaran. One bottle of Gucci Guilty by Gucci is for my love... and as for my younger brother, I bought him another bottle of Gucci Guilty by Gucci, Hugo Boss Orange by Hugo Boss and together with Acqua Di Gio by Giorgio Armani.

Sounds a lot, right? But I am actually not the one who'll pay for these. My love and my younger brother actually give me the money to pay for theirs... and yeah, later this week I'll have to pay for couple watches by Salvatore Ferragamo for my hantaran. Again, my love will also give me the money. ^_____^

So I guess, that's all for January's Update. I'll write later when I have the mood to do so. See ya!

#Oh damn, I'm tired of watching the money flew.

Wedding Updates... and complaints.

2011-12-26T02:19:00.001+08:00

Greetings !

At last, me and mama manage to come to a mutual understanding. The date for the wedding had been suggested. The wedding will be held on December 2012. The exact date shall remain as a mystery. I hope everything will be fine since now I've started to feel the pressure. Insyaallah, my parents together with my grandmother will be going to Mecca on next Aidiladha. I think it'll be on October and they'll be back on November, just a month before the wedding. So, mama personally remind me with a strict expression that everything should be done by the end of September.

One of my biggest upcoming-problem for the preparation is that my time will be mostly occupied with internship and term-paper until June 2012. There will be only 3months left until September. After I am done with the semester, I should apply for jobs since I don't want mama to fully-support the wedding. Seriously, the rough idea of the flow of the wedding days already makes me nervous. There'll be the solemnzation, followed by Khatam Al-Quran *I hate it when a PA-system will be there to accompany me*, Majlis Tahlil and Bacaan Doa, Marhaban on the next morning, the Reception and also Majlis Bertandang. There are lots and lots and lots of things to be considered.

Peeps,
please, please and please wish me luck!

Boring-day!

2011-12-22T19:45:00.001+08:00

I am currently enjoying my BBQ Cheeseburger in Burger King, KL Sentral.

I am alone and I feel bored. Still have one hour before boarding the train.

-_____-

The Day I was Born

2011-12-21T20:02:00.002+08:00

I am now an official 21-years-old girl. Hooray! It's been only two days since my birthday so I guess this update is not that late. First thing first, I want to say Thank You so much to all my friends for the birthday wishes and the card. They even sang the birthday song for me, the first thing in the morning.. and yeah, the one at dinner too! That was so funny! :D

Its cute, right?

I think it kinda give you the feeling of wanting to wish upon a star.

I do think that I owe a special thanks to my lovely-love for a wonderful date cum birthday celebration. The funny thing about the celebration is that I have the whole day to myself. At first he told me that he wanted to celebrate my birthday... but then he asks me to plan the day myself since he don't really know the places here. Well, the main purpose should be going out to shop for my gift. He specifically said that he wanted me to choose my own gift. I think I also prefer that way since I can cross-out some item on my 'things-to-buy' list for internship. So, that day we went to One Utama. He bought me a pair of Voir Jeans and Voir handbag *I can cross this out of my list*. Woohoo!

The best part during the date was visiting The Secret Garden on the rooftop of One Utama building. The garden was still newly-develop. There are around 600++ species of plants. It was so beautiful and relaxing.

This is me, playing with one of the plants. :p

and this is my reason why I always love going for a date! <3

Oh well, after visiting the garden, we went to IKEA to buy some stuffs. I wanted to find a gift for my newly-wedded friend and he wants to find some stuffs for his kitchen. He cooks, okay! Then, went for dinner at Dataran Sunway, and he sent me back to UNISEL after that. It was a tiring day but I am glad for every moment that I spent.

p/s: I Love all of YOU ! :)

Crammed my heads up.

2011-12-02T05:43:00.001+08:00

It is nearly the end of the holiday now and I still lay in my bed, looking at my laptop will all these melancholic feels. The holiday started off great but its getting weirder towards the end. I don't know what I want to do with myself and my day or what words should I utter in order to start a decent non-argument-type conversation with my family. It seems like I am now crammed with lots of different feelings and disappointment in which made me feel like I want to run far away from everyone.... just like the one I had done few years back. It feels great to have the world to yourself, started your life back on track.

I don't know but it seems like all the hard work, seclusion, etc. will be going to an end and I think that I am not that ready to let it all go. There'll be not much time left before I had to step back into the society.

Should I get MARRIED?

2011-12-01T08:47:00.001+08:00

I have another year to go before getting married but all these talks about wedding stuffs and preparations already makes me dizzy and annoyed too.

I want these, and my mom wants that. I want another thing and there'll be an issue of 'membazir' or too grand and even too ugly. She wants that but it looks too 80's just like the one in P.Ramlee's movies, the color won't suit me, etc. I really hate it when I had to argue with my mom for something I WANT. This is my wedding. I know she'll be there to support me but please, I am not a child anymore. I know how to make a wise decision. I know how to think whether the prices are too high or just worth it. I need your opinion, not an argument. Somehow, all these talks do make me feel I don't want to get married... or maybe I'll just grab my love and get married somewhere in Thailand, or Italy.

Oh well, for now I think I wanna walk away from marriage.
I guess I won't look back for a few months.

p/s: I miss those peaceful time in UNISEL.

Love, Nora.

2011-12-01T04:21:00.001+08:00

So, as usual, I lost the track of time again. I know I am a bit 'buta muzik' in which I always get left behind when it comes to the latest songs. But hey, there are also times when I am more advanced than the other. Oh well, this time I am a bit left behind when it comes to movies. I can't believe myself ! Why didn't I watch the movie when my younger brother told me to watch it? It is a simple yet a great movie... err.. for someone who always love the hopeless romantic feel.

I almost forgot to mention, this movie may be inspired by the book P/S: I Love You by Cecilia Ahern. The film version of the novel are also great. It always puts me in the "my heart filled with love while my eyes shed some tears because I am touched" mode. Hmm... I guess you can say that this movie also puts me in the same mode.

You can read more on this film here. The part that I really love in this movie is in the last letter by Nora. The word LIVE itself. Somehow, it kinda give many different meaning. After watching this movie, I think I just realized something.

Man who speaks Italian are quite sexy !

HAHAHA !
Enough daydreaming.
I should just go back to reality.

p/s: Sayang, I think you should take intensive courses on how to speak Italian. :pp

What I've Done

2011-11-22T01:14:00.001+08:00

So, as you all know... the semester holiday have already started and I'm officially now back in my bunk. As usual, I always have an endless boredom during the holiday apart from lepaking and sleeping. However, this semester holiday seems a bit different. Luckily my family received a visit from my aunt and her family which provided me with a cousin for approximately a period of one week.

Well, since the holiday have started... I am so determined to make myself as a more capable driver since I haven't drive any car since the day I received my license. It has been around four to five months I think. So to achieve my objective, I dragged my cousin almost every evening to lots of places. I drove the car by myself for the first three days of the holiday.

On the fourth day, I dragged my cousin for a cruise around the housing area. Yeah, I know. Its a bit pathetic but I should take it slow if I don't want to surprise myself.

On the fifth day, me and my cousin went to the Taiping Central mall to watch The Immortals and also for shopping. Oh, we also met Aaron Aziz there. HAHAHA. I forgot to mention, it is a big poster of himself for the movie Ombak Rindu. I can't wait to watch that movie... and twilight too. It is such a waste that I can't watch that movie together with the babes before the holiday started especially when I think about how eager we feel at that moment.

This is me and my cousin, Asmiza Nadiah at the mall.

Then, on the sixth day... we went for a cruise again. But this time around the town. Oh yeah, we do make a short trip to Popular bookstore. I am quite devastated that day since at first I am so eager to find the latest novel "7 Hari Mencintaiku" by Siti Rosmizah and also "Why Men can't Listen, Why Women can't Read Maps." Well, the sales attendant told me that the novel by Siti Rosmizah was sold out and they don't have the other book. One thing that annoys me is that I really can't understand why most of the sale attendants always heard "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" by Dr. Gray rather than "Why Men can't Listen, Why Women can't Read Maps." The sounds are totally different ! Oh well... rather than making myself feeling blues... I end up with buying another tho books and a magazine.

1. Hanya Dia Sufi by Lili Norlaili

2. Tips Merancang Majlis Perkahwinan

(a compilation from Mingguan Wanita and Pengantin magazines)

3. CLEO Issue November 2011

I know the second book will be useful one day while the rest just for pleasure reading.

As for today, we went to The Gate Cafe since my cousin always had this talk about craving for chicken chop. So I guess I bring her there since their western foods are really good. Plus, I am also in the mood for western foods right now.

I ordered Grilled Chicken with BBQ Sauce.

and my cousin ordered Fried Chicken with BBQ Sauce.

After we've done stuffing ourselves with the food, we went for a cruise to Taiping Lake Garden. The people there today were not as many as the people during the weekends. So we take that opportunity to snap few pictures of ourselves before heading back home. :))

I guess that's all the thing's I've done for the week. As for tomorrow, we've planned for a visit to Maxwell Hill. I think now is the season for the tulips on the hill to bloom. And yeah, me may have a quick stop at the mall to check if we can start buying the ticket for Twilight which will be released on 24th of November.. :))

I'll see you soon !

Alkisah-Wayang

2011-11-20T06:44:00.001+08:00

Ouh, petang smlm ade tengok wayang cite The Immortal. Tapi mslahnye, ade org tu buta2 membazir duit tiket. Masuk wayang tp tutup mata. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

#andatausiapaanda

Waiting for You.

2011-11-18T15:08:00.001+08:00

Baby boy, watashi wa koko ni iru yo, doko mo ikazu ni matteru yo
You know dat I love you dakara koso, shinpai shinakute ii n da yo
donna ni tooku ni ite mo kawaranai yo, kono kokoro
iitai koto wakaru desho?
anata no koto matteru yo.

:)

Hello.

2011-11-17T01:22:00.001+08:00

I just knew it. :)

I need to forget what's gone.

2011-11-15T02:38:00.001+08:00

and some things just not.

Before you assume that what we hurt you, learn the facts that we are the ones who actually feel the pain. Looking back at all the memories that we've had, most of it were just filled with how you admire others. Can't you notice the people who always stand besides you all this while? Some of the days were always filled with lots of plans... going for girls' day out, shopping, watching movies and what not. But then, when the day actually comes, it was just filled with the 'bad mood' look on your face together with all the rush, talks about 'membazir' and so on and so forth. I wonder why you can go out until late night, or having a day full of excitement with others but not with us. I wonder why the word 'membazir' never comes out from your mouth when you shop with others. I kinda wonder why you need a reason to go out with us but you don't need one with others. I really wonder why. We never forced you into this, you know. We've had enough with the thought that we used you, etc.

Before you judge that we treat you badly, please understand why. Before you said that we are avoiding you, please think. You should realize that you are one who walks in and out of the place without telling us. As if it was only a motel. Now tell us why we should bother to tell you where we were going when you weren't even here. Have you ever count how many times you actually sit and eat with us during the past months? Have you ever count how many times you actually talk to us without interrupting the conversation with messages or phone calls? Where were you when all of us sit together at the table while laughing at all the inside jokes?

I don't think you realize that the worst crime in friendship is abandonment.

Someday, when you think of coming back...

we might give you a second chance.

However, you should remember...
Second chance does not always mean happy ending.

Sometimes, it is just a chance for you to end things right.

#youmakemedissappointed

I hope that I am worthy of you.

2011-10-24T19:59:00.001+08:00

People can always make plans, but Allah is the one who hold the strings.

Through these past few weeks, I've been busy.. and for that, I am so sorry for the people around me. And when I think that I had just started to breathe, as I am now back in my hometown... my life really had take a major turn.

Getting married is not just about you and your partner.

Its about your family and his'.

Its about how well you can understand each other.

Tolerate.

Sacrifice.

Joy.

... understanding all the elements that you had in you.

and your other half...

and in the end, complement each other.

When I say 'yes' on the day you proposed, I'm aware of the things that I had to face. The thing that I had to learn, and the thing that I had to understand. Getting married to an only son of the family requires me to make a careful considerations. You hold a big responsibility with the family and yet you'll hold another responsibility with me. But I am not that worried. I know who you are, I know that you'll manage. You just had to learn. We had to learn. And when the time comes; when we are worthy of being a partner to each other, our days then will just filled with smiles... :)

#I know that you're worried about me. But no matter how long I'll have to wait,
I'll stay.

termenungdanberangan

2011-10-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

Listless

2011-09-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

My life since this past three weeks just seem so listless. I am tired of working my mind to death. I really can't think straight for now. I can't think of anything. Usually, it'll only take me a few hours to complete a single lesson plan but now, it has been days since I started working on this. I guess I'll be in this poor state of mind for another few days.

I really hope that I can go back to my normal state by this Friday. I really need my mind for this upcoming Persidangan Kemuncak Kelab Penyayang 2011 which was organized by Yayasan Budi Penyayang Malaysia. Trust me... holding a position as a secretary can really kill your enthusiasm.

#depressive

Somber.

2011-09-09T15:05:00.001+08:00

I am once wide awake;
when life have always been so bright.
I am now a step ahead
but I always looking back.
I want to scream,
I wanna get mad,
but still,
in the end,
I'm trapped in this graveyard.

p/s: This was once written during a class with a friend. It was random, but I think I love it. What a different way to remind us of death, right? :)

Mumble.

2011-09-04T21:53:00.001+08:00

Raya macam duduk dalam gua sebab internet takde.
Dah ada lesen tapi tak dapat nak bawak kereta.
Praktikal nnt mungkin kena bwk scooter...
Tp lesen motor takde.

Haish.. [-.-']

Berdua Bersatu

2011-08-14T14:38:00.004+08:00

Jika denganmu salah ku tak mahu yang benar, jika denganmu rebah biarlah ku tercalar. Walau dilanda badai, ku sanggup kerna ku mahu kita berdua bersatu. Jika denganmu kabur ku tak mahu yang jelas, jika denganmu hanyut biarlah aku lemas. Walau dilanda ribut ku sanggup kerna ku mahu kita berdua bersatu.

p/s: Suke giler lagu ni especially part chorus tu... hehehe. A song by Forteen. :D

One year older, more look of a lover.

2011-08-13T20:18:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, Happy Birthday to my lovely-lovable fiancee. I guess you are one year older now. I shall say, thank you so much for being born in this world with me. I am lucky enough to get to know you, and also to have your love and care.

Since the past months, you have been a very wonderful person to me and I hope this will lasts for as long as we live. Thank you so much for being so patient with me since I have been so busy most of the time and had to make you wait for me every single night. Seriously, you make me love you even more... and more.. ♥

Sayang, I really wish that you will live a long life with lots and lots of happiness.
Happy Birthday !

p/s: If it is with you dear, I knew that even when we will be celebrating your 70th Birthday Anniversary, we will still walk together, side by side... holding each others hand... :)

To sum up the week..

2011-08-12T15:27:00.042+08:00

I have been feeling that this week is kinda a very-dull-week ever. It'll feel so bored during the weekend and I spent most of my day lying on the bed due to fever. Oh well, since the blog have not been updated most of the time, I kinda have a lot of things to tell. A lot of good news actually.

Do you remember my previous post where I was craving for a La Sardina? Ok. I've changed my mind about that since I am much too lazy to get to know all the settings and functions, etc... So, I have decided to buy a UWS from The Click Shop last Tuesday. The camera arrived on Thusday and it was so damn cute ! And yeah, I bought the camera along with Ferrania Solaris 400 and Agfa CT Precisa 100. Seriously, there are a lot of things for me to learn if I were to buy a La Sardina. So that's why I changed my mind to Ultra Wide and Slim by Superheadz. UWS is actually my first choice before La Sardina was introduced by Lomography. I don't know why I keep getting attracted to La Sardina even though UWS is much more easier too operate. You just had to load the film and shoot... :)

As for the last Thusday, I had a very great buka-puasa event with all my FMTS friends at Flaming Steamboat Buffet, Sunway. We've had lots and lots of food until everyone was so full. My favourite was the ice-creams with chocolate on top of it. There are so many of us until the buffet house became so hectic with the sounds of everyone laughing.

On the way back to the campus, we've had a short pit-stop at Dataran Shah Alam. Most of us was so eager with the photoshoot while some others just sit back and relax before we travel back to campus. Luckily we managed to enter the hostel without out matric card taken by the guards. :D

Thank you so much for these memories. Obviously, I will never forget this Ramadhan.. :)

p/s: the picture during the buka-puasa event was taken by Liong Thian Siang.

Kamu.

2011-08-08T17:53:00.003+08:00

Saya demam sebab rindukan kamu. :)

Lusa nak puasa.

2011-07-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

Untuk elakkan mengidam selama sebulan, harus pegi makan satay ngan yong tau fu sebelum ahad... :D

I just care for how the memories will turn out to be.

2011-07-19T05:19:00.003+08:00

I started typing this entry at 4.53am. I am so sleepy right now but I guess this is my only chance to update my blog. The internet connection has been bad as usual. So I guess there should be no questions regarding why I'm typing the entry at quite an early hour.

These past few weeks have been like a dream to me. I know I've been busy, and a bit irresponsible at times but the good news is that I have make some new acquaintances which I guess can be considered as my new family now. Everyone was so friendly which makes it easier to get along with. Seriously... I am glad that I had the chance to become a facilitator before I graduated.

If I had to say something to this family, it should be that I am really grateful for knowing everyone.

The Family of Minggu Tekad Siswa (MTS) 1/2011/2012

there are more other members who are not in the picture

So, aside from my new family... I guess I still have more good news to tell. During the semester holiday, I actually managed to obtain driving license, my MUET exam's result had passed the band 4 minimum level and also watch Transformers: Dark of the Moon on its first day premier in 3D.

p/s: I'll tell more about my bureau during the MTS on my next entry. Seriously... It's gonna be a lot message from the heart... :)

On temporary hiatus.

2011-07-05T01:10:00.003+08:00

Nak update? Tggu lagi 2 minggu. Nanti confirm banyak cite.
But until then, asta la vista ! :)

Mom, I want a La Sardina.

2011-07-02T15:10:00.003+08:00

I need a camera, desperately. A La Sardina or Superheadz UWS along with Agfa CT Precisa 100 for me to experiment with should be enough. Ok, maybe I want Kodak Professional Ektar and Lomography Redscale XR 50-200 too. I keep on browsing the web looking for where to buy a toy camera, the films that are suitable with them and also how and where to process these films. Seriously, I really want one right now. I am desperately desperate for that... [-.-']

p/s: I can't wait for the new semester to start so that I can start saving money for the camera. Semester holidays always making me poor.

Rewinding Memory

2011-06-24T13:36:00.005+08:00

Whenever I reminisce upon my life, I can see that there are a lot of beautiful memories that had been lost as I continue living. I really miss the time when I was still in my high school year. I have attended two different school during that time and I am so lucky to have both school serving me with different memories of their own.

Whenever I reminisce upon my childhood days, I have always wonder how close we are during that time. I keep on thinking how great it'll be if I could just see it. He was four years old when he started to take care of me. He always remembers most of the things about me... until now. Unfortunately, I kinda remember nothing about him. I just know him up until recently. Just few years before we get engaged. If I had the chance, I surely would like to know more... :)

So peeps... If you had a chance to capture a wonderful memory that you have missed earlier in your life,
what would it be?

some things never change.

2011-06-22T01:00:00.001+08:00

You know I do, like always... :)

p/s: say hello to the first day of Summer ! thou its really hot here, in Taiping.

I am so happy.

2011-06-16T20:22:00.002+08:00

You make me happy whether you know it or not. We should be happy, that's what I said from the start. I am so happy knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days, through all of my days. You're looking so cool, you're looking so fly. I can't deny that when I'm staring you down right dead in the eye. I wanna try to be the person you want. The person you need, it's hard to conceive that somebody like you could be with someone like me.

I'm happy knowing that you are mine.

The grass is greener on the other side.

The more I think, the more I wish
that we could lay here for hours and just reminisce.

You're looking so fresh, it's catching my eye. Why oh, why did I not see this before, the girl I adore was right in front of me and now I'll take a step back and look in your eye and ask why it took so long to see we're meant to be. I'm happy knowing that you are mine. The grass is greener on the other side. The more I think, the more I wish that we could lay here for hours and just reminisce... on the good, the bad, the ugly. The smiles, the laughs, the funny... or all the things we put each other through. It's for you, for you, for you.

p/s: This one's for you.. Happy, a song by Never Shout Never. :)

Wargame.

2011-06-14T20:40:00.001+08:00

I feel like a bit retarded when playing Command and Conquer: Tiberium Wars. The thing is... I've stopped playing these 'war' games for almost 2 years already. This time it took me around 20min to destroy the enemy... one easy enemy. Hahaha. Last time, I only need 20min to destroy four hard enemies.

I guess these skills are getting rusty... :p

The truth is, life is not an imagination.

2011-06-14T02:22:00.002+08:00

I'm tired. I don't know what I'm tired of but I know I am. I haven't updated this blog for quite a long time and I am sorry for that. Right now, the time had already way past midnight. Unfortunately, I still can't close my eyes and have those magical dreams that every little girl used to adore.

I've always feels that life is an unfair business. I may look like an outgoing person but there are a lot of other things that is going through inside me. I doubt that even the closest person to me can understand that. I don't really know whether these feelings are my imaginations or the real truths. I don't know and I don't think I will.

Somehow, I feel like life will be much more easier if it is just a dream. Living through an imagination. Then it can be a lot more beautiful and memorable.

current mood?

2011-05-28T01:17:00.010+08:00

life really feels like an unfair business that can give you headache until you feel like you want to give up, climb a building and jump.

*updated*

I took the color personality test that I found in Syaf's blog and I got this...

"Tension and stress is brought on by trying to cope with conditions which are out of her control, using up all her strength and leaving her feeling inadequate. she wishes to escape into a more peaceful and problem-free environment, in which she will no longer have to assert herself or deal with so much pressure."

To tell the truth, I really cry my heart out when I read this.

Ingat dok dalam gua ni sebulan best ke?

2011-05-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

Giler serabot !

Memang confirm, UNISEL memang takde internet for the whole sem. Tak sanggup nak fikir mcm mane gaye internet tuk sem depan. Tak paham betul nasib diri sendiri dengan internet neh macam mane... Dah la UNISEL memang takde internet, bile balik Taiping dua minggu lepas... umah pun takde internet. Tak kejam ke namenye tu? Pehal ntah.. Asal lepas hujan lebat je, internet terus takde for few days. Astro pun tak dahsyat macam neh.

Kalau nak kire,
banyak jgk bende yg nak kne complaint sepanjang dok dalam gua neh...

Event yang paling best, "Go Green" Campaign yg dianjurkn oleh Kelab Penyayang haritu. Serius tak sangka boleh jugak kitorang pull it off dalam mase seminggu. Lega! Tapi mase tu, otak memang toksah ckp la.... Tunggang-langgang sume bende. Mase tu la nk kne hafal notes tuk test, assignment rhetorical analysis tu kne hantar...and mood yg penuh ngan ombak sampaikan terpaksa lari dari UNISEL tuk sementara waktu. *naseb baik mr. kekasih hati tu sanggup datang jgk tuk tolong culik tunang dia neh keluar dari UNISEL* Ehem, ehem... Terima kasih ye sayang. Tapi gune duit kawen tuk beli Netherland Dwarf tu... err.. err... tak nak approve... nak marah. Tapi... haish... saba jela. Saye kan memahami orgnye... Hahahaha.

So, so... rasenye takat ni dulu kot nak komplein. Nanti lenkali tambah lagi. Bosan tgk entri blog neh x bergerak. Nanti lenkali letak entri yg lebih informasi dan berguna dan berfaedah dan... dan... ntah. Tapi tu la, since diri sendiri tgh dok dalam gua skrg... memang jgn expect entri baru dlm mse yg trdekat neh la eh...

p/s: Untung jgk bile mama dah pandai tgk wayang sekarang... Ad jgk la org nk sponsor tgk Nur Kasih the Movie. :)

macam ni la mase zaman batu dulu-dulu

2011-05-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

wireless yg teruk semakin menjadi2...
serius rindu nak blogging...

~~dem !~~

p/s: thank you, syaf.. for the broadband... :)

Let me tell you 'bout what had happened.

2011-04-30T14:34:00.002+08:00

Tak sangka diri sendiri nak jugak tulis blog walaupun sekarang tengah dok rileks dalam mode malas.

Minggu pertama dan kedua balik UNiSEL memang terasa mcm hell. Wireless mmg none okeh. Langsung takde. Habis diri sendiri penuh dengan sakit hati ape bagai sebab tak boleh nak update blog segala. Nasib baik hujung minggu hari tu terlibat dalam Program Sekolah Sahabat UNiSEL... ad la dalam 400+ student dari sekolah all over Selangor datang. Bagus jgk sebab dapat experience awal tuk handle student.

Me and Kak Ima, my second cousin from Indonesia

and also Nadiah, my cousin from Pahang

Luckily, for this weekend... I'm back at Taiping. This time, it is a really great weekend. Most of my relatives are here... The house are so full with people with all the girls lepaking in the room, the other group of guys at the dinner table playing counter strike online and also all the parents who hang out at the porch. The best thing is, we can wonder around the town until midnight without having anyone to 'berleter' at us... Alasannye, nak bawak Kak Imah jalan-jalan di Malaysia... Hahaha. Great, kan? :)

p/s: Now I am reluctant to go back to empty UNiSEL.

Kau sangat sweet lah.

2011-04-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

Semalam En. Kekasih Hati datang buat surprise. Best dan sweet at the same time. Malam sebelum tu ad termimpi pasal dy so dy sengaja datang untuk buat mimpi tu real. Serius, best ! Hehehe... :)

So, next time kalau korang termimpi kekasih hati korang, jgn segan2 bagitau diorang sbb mane tau nnt diorang pun wat surprise...

p/s: Tahniah untuk En. Kekasih sebab berjaya dalam interview semalam.

Perkara yang TAK BEST

2011-04-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hari banyak perkara yang tak best yang jadi.

1. Bangun awal-awal pagi which is 2.30 untuk pergi exam adalah tak best.
2. Kereta 'auto' tibe-tibe mati enjin kat tengah highway pun tak best.

*nasib baik sempat lagi nak slowly pergi roadside*

3. Berpanas dalam kereta sambil kereta kena tow tak best jugak.
4. Terpaksa hidu gas petrol yang tertumpah dalam kereta masa mekanik tu repair pam minyak pun tak best. Yang ni memang paling-paling tak best. Selama dua jam hokeh ! Sampai-sampai rumah terus muntah dan dibelenggu dengan pening kepala dan perut yang kurang selesa. *dem, kne get ready kalau2 tibe2 kne gastric attack*

Nasib baik hari ada jugak bende yang best macam soalan MUET yang agak memerli diri sendiri tapi bagus sebab memang dpt bercakap berdasarkan pengalaman.... dan hari ni, dengan jakunnya dapat tengok body lori or bas *tak sure mane satu* on the road. Bile cakap body, mmg mksudkn body je. Rangka. Nampak enjin sume. Driver dy sangat comel ok sebab dy pakai helmet. Hahaha. Kalau tak faham jugak cam mane, cube bayangkan kepala lori tu tanpa pintu sume. Totally rangka yang nampak enjin... and driver dy tgh bawak dgn pakai helmet. Sumpah comel gilaaaaa ! Tapi rugi sebab tak sempat nak snap picture. Sila salahkan kamera fon yang lembap dan poket yang agak kering untuk beli satu dslr. *dem lagi*

Hugs and kisses.
Guess, I'm outta here. <3

Sedetik Lebih.

2011-04-09T03:53:00.002+08:00

Setiap nafas yang dihembus, setiap degupan jantung... aku selalu memikirkanmu. Dalam sedar dibuai angan, dalam tidur dan khayalan... aku selalu memikirkanmu.

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang, barulah terasa ku bernyawa.

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu, kerana kau beri erti hidup. Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya. Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan, ku bersyukur adanya kamu. Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia, asal masih adanya kamu.

p/s: Sedetik Lebih, a song by Anuar Zain. The lyric is too awesome and breathtaking. <3

Alhamdulillah, that hectic semester had passed.

2011-04-09T01:52:00.002+08:00

There is this one situation that will always appear in each and every semester breaks. Students from everywhere will start to talk about it, including me. Some may get disappointed but some will be happy since they are able to prove to everyone that they can do it. Even I tend to get happy this time around. Alhamdulillah, my exam result are much more better than the previous semester.

I think this was a very good news for me since I had become quite a lunatic during the exam week. To tell the truth, I think I am an auditory learner. So I mostly depends on lectures, in the class for my studies. I am not that good in studying the notes or making one. Unfortunate for me, ever since the theater rehearsals and tasks came up during the semester, I can hardly concentrate on class. That is why when the time comes for the examination, I get so scared and even cried. I don't really know what I'd learn for this semester.

I was so lucky to have my friends to help me with the tips... and yeah, that scary feeling did help me in putting extra effort in studying. I hope on next semester, I won't get as busy as this semester.

p/s: I can't say that I won't get busy for sure since I've been chosen as the club's secretary. But I'll still hoping for that.

Hello Nuffnang !

2011-04-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

I know I've been busy in these past few months. I change my blog layout and I don't have enough time to go through the coding in order to include you in the blog. But hey, now here you are. So, hello and welcome back ! Hehehe... :D

Summit Shoes lagi.

2011-04-04T17:28:00.000+08:00

Summit Shoes selalu buat urge untuk shopping naik ke level yg tinggi. Seriously, kasut ni sangat gorgeous! Ade sape2 yg nak belikan birthday present tuk I tak? Hehehe.

Tak Sabar

2011-04-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

Okeh, sekarang memang tengah tak sabar nak settlekan lesen kereta, tak sabar nak tunggu exam MUET ni habes, tak sabar nak start cat rumah. Hahaha.... Tak sabar nak tunggu novel baru sampai jugak.

:)

The Good Old days

2011-04-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today I had experienced a series of tiring events. But still I am glad to experience this. One of the most wonderful sight that I had encounter is when I saw a bunch of kids playing 'teng-teng', which is actually considered as a traditional game.

Watching them playing the game brings back the whole memory of my childhood. Unlike the child nowadays, I am so fortunate to have experience in playing most of the traditional games such as gasing, congkak, batu seremban, tarik upih pinang, rakit, guli, layang-layang, kurik kundi, tuju selipar, masak-masak, kawin-kawin *I can't believe that I am admitting this* and not to mention, I also love to climb the mango trees. It was quite a disappointment to see that there are no kids playing on the neighborhood since everyone was so busy playing with their computer...

Oh well, on the other hand... I've got a good news.

The flower is not dying. I am so so so so so happy. Before this, I was so worried until it looks like I am the one who is dying, not the flowers. Thank God! Now, I really can't wait to see the spring again... :)

Dance Senorita !

2011-04-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

Siape tak suke Marian Rivera? Cepat angkat tangan... Baek angkat tangan... Meh nak brainwash... =.=

setiap kali lepas hujan ribut mesti sakit hati

2011-04-02T22:36:00.001+08:00

dalam banyak2 perkara kat taiping, antara yang paling menyakitkan hati...

1. Internet mesti selalu xde connection lepas ribut.
*biasenye mesti amik mase dalam 2 hari sampai seminggu untuk ok*
2. Decoder Astro xleh biar 'on' sentiasa sebab diorang asyik trbakar je.
*dah 2-3 kali dah neh sampai malas dah nak register Astro lg*
3. Aerial TV mesti dah gerak hala lain dan menyebabkan pengalaman menonton TV tu sangat tak best.

rasenyer setakat neh tu jela. Lau rase2 ad lg nnt update laen pulak.

p/s: mood masih frust. naseb baek bencana alam. dah xleh nak ckp ap. nk mengamuk pun tak gune. haish...

to all muslim girls with hijabi out there,

2011-03-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

please remember that...

Sangat style bukan? Huish, tersangat2 la best if berjaya buat semua gaya... Hehehe.. :)

kemungkinan ada kne mengena

2011-03-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

dengan yang hidup atau yang dah meninggal dunia.

"Aku still x faham kenapa kau terasa and marah giler2 padahal kau yang kecoh pasal aku kat dalam sms dgn bekas kekasih kau tu dan terkantoi. Cube la skali kau mengaku salah kau dan mintak maaf. Confirm lepas tu aku diam."

Sepatutnyer dari dulu lagi dah ckp macam tu, tapi x taula nape x terkeluar dri mulut atau tak tertaip dek jari. Huish... tibe2 taip ni bukan bertujuan untuk cari gadoh ngan sape2. Sekadar meluahkan rasa and dendam dlm jiwa yang dah terang2an mmg x patut ade. So, I shall put a fullstop here and writes THE END at the bottom of the page.

p/s: Mulai hari ni, lantak kau la sampai bila kau nak berlagak innocent... :)

Crush.

2011-03-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

Baru lepas membaca blog Bella Ain dan meninggalkan komen tentang crush terhadap Gaara.. Huish... Tetibe rase rindu lak kt Sylar.

p/s: Gaara dalam cite Naruto, Sylar dalam cite Heroes.

Another way to smile.

2011-03-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Welcoming a new book into the family has always been the most exciting event during semester holidays... :)

Best friends forever?

2011-03-26T06:37:00.003+08:00

I don't hate anyone who hold the title of a best friend to someone. Its just that I have a problem in having one.

It always seems so great to have someone where you can share all your happiness.. help to comfort your frustration, wipe your tears when you're sad and give you a hug when you're down. Not to mention, someone for gossiping about others and boys too. Sometimes I feel ~~jealous~~ watching best friends having their 'girls-day-out', spending time together and capture lots and lots of pictures.

It was so frustrating that I always have problems in having best friends or at least one of them.

Not having a best friend doesn't mean that I don't have any friends. I have. Lots and lots of them. But most of them are just close friends. I've always put a barrier between me and the others. I don't trust people easily and that is actually my biggest problem. I just hate the fact that if I trust others, I actually let myself to the risk of being back-stabbed... especially between girls. So far, in my whole life, I only have one best friend that is actually a guy but since I get engaged, he was just MIA. I don't know why and I don't think that I want to know.. and to make it worse, the fact that I'm getting married soon makes my chance to feel what its like to have a girl best friend is really low.

This whole friendship thingy makes me wonder; am I that bad as a person?

Sheesh... I think I am just ~~fucked up~~ in every single way.

p/s: Is there anyone who want to be my best friend? I promise I'll try my best to trust you...

I am trying my best

2011-03-26T00:50:00.005+08:00

Ok, about the flower that I had mentioned earlier...

I don't have any experience in taking care of a flower... especially if it is in a vase. So... What if.. just 'if'... the flower is kinda dying... and died eventually...

Can you please don't think that my love for you had faded?

Hehehe... please? I am trying my best to take care of it. I'm afraid that I will not be able to succeed since I am not that good in girly stuffs. I think I would do better if you ask me take care of your laptop or computer or if you ask me to help you in carrying stuffs...

p/s: Can anyone give me any tips? :)

I remember my day.

2011-03-23T14:51:00.001+08:00

Hooray, semester holiday had just started ! I'm so sorry for the lack of updates during these past few days. I bet I will really miss my friends during this holiday. Hehehe.

I've reached home, at last after going through a series of bad luck.I missed my 2.30pm train because of the stupid bus, because of that, I had to use more money. If missing the train wasn't that bad, then try to imagine being stuck at a place without enough money to go back because the money that you had transfer through the stupid maybank2u to your other bank acc was not there, in the account.... another bad luck. To make things worst, my phone credit was not enough at the exact moment after I check the account. *dem* The only thing that I can think of during that time is 'I am in a very deep shit !'. After the things had been sorted out, I went to buy the train's ticket just to find out that their system were down at the moment so I had to wait until 5.00pm to get the ticket. Thank god I managed to board the 5.30pm train, reached Ipoh safely and the final thing I had to do is just waiting for my parents to fetch me there.

It was a really memorable all-day adventure for me. :)

My recent date was great. There are so many funny things happens on that day... especially the part where we were locked in that Wisma Genting's stairways. We were on the 11th floor and the only door that was unlocked supposed to be at the G level. Luckily the door on the 6th floor was broken so it was also left unlocked. I'd never thought that finding the 10th floor would be that hard...

and yeah, he gave me flowers. People usually give bouquet but he actually gave me a vase of roses. He kinda says that 'as long as you have your love for me, the flower will always bloom.' Hahaha... Funny, but still sweet... Thank you, love. :)

How a girl count her day for a date? - Part 2

2011-03-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

She still feels excited. But to think of the things to wear might still be too early.

The Last Song

2011-03-12T01:50:00.002+08:00

"When I look at you I see forgiveness, I see the truth.

You love me for who I am

like the stars hold the moon right there where they belong

and I know I’m not alone.

When my world is falling apart,

when there’s no light to break up the dark,

that’s when I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore

and I can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I look at you" - Miley Cyrus, When I Look at You

It is really an inspiring movie. I really love the part where she plays the piano in order to continue and finished up that last song that her father was working on.

So far, I have watched only two film adaptations of Nicholas Spark's novel. 'A Walk to Remember' which is the first Nicholas Spark's novel film adaptation that I watched has already been listed as the all-time-favorite movie in my life. I will never forget that story. I even read the novel after watching the movie since I was so interested in the story. After watching The Last Song, I think it should enter the list too.

The experience of watching two film adaptations of Nicholas Spark's novel made me feel interested to watch some other film adaptations of his novel. I think I should start looking for Message in the Bottle (1999), The Notebook (2004), Nights in Rodanthe (2008) and Dear John (2010) from now.

p/s: I heard that True Believer and The Lucky One are expected to be released this year and his latest novel which is Safe Haven should begin its production some time also in this year.. :)

Standard Malay?

2011-03-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

Listening to Insha'Allah in Malay version by Maher Zain always make me laugh my heart out. His way of pronouncing the Malay words sounds so cute ! How do I say it... If in English, we have 'Standard English'. But for Malay language, 'Standard Malay'? Hahaha... *Don't believe that word. It didn't exist, I think.* Maher Zain is actually using Bahasa Melayu baku. Cute isn't it? Even the Malaysian newscasters didn't use that language... nowadays.

To tell the truth, I always love watching a foreigner trying his best to speak in my mother tongue.. :)

How a girl count her day for a date? - Part 1

2011-03-10T21:00:00.001+08:00

When a girl know that she'll go for a date, the first thing that she'll do is smile. Then smile again, and again. After that, she'll get excited. Sometimes, she'll jump and jump and jump... until she's tired. But I guess, on the first day... she never will.

After she's done with all the jumping and smiling, she'll take a deep breath and starts to find a calendar. She'll make a circle on it with a red pen or a red marker...

In this case, the circle was a bit small.

The closer look of the picture... still look small.

Well, that circle... it's not enough...

There's one last thing...

She just had to...

She just had to make a very big reminder for it !

p/s: no wonder that circle was small. [-.-'] hahaha.

I really want to capture that moment.

2011-03-10T17:20:00.001+08:00

I've always had butterflies in my stomach just by thinking that I'm gonna meet you. I wonder how the moment will turn out to be... :)

Say 'cheese' !

2011-03-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

A big big big congratulations to my dearly lovely love...

From this day onwards, I hope that you will walk much more further... discover many more paths... and climb towards much more higher success... I am so sorry for not being there on that day... but you know, I'll always pray... :)

Smile is always the cure.

2011-03-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

for having him by my side
for having such great friends
for experiencing memorable moment

for living the life I have always wanted

p/s: still happy even though final exam is in the corner. *dem* bile nak study tatau.

You are the best thing that's ever been mine..

2011-03-06T23:42:00.003+08:00

and will always be...

'cause I am now addicted to your; sweet romantic, wholehearted kindness, amazing tolerance, great care, and much more. But most of all, I am addicted to your lovingly love. :)

That much of a Memory.

2011-03-01T01:54:00.005+08:00

"Do you see the ashes in my heart when they drift away?

I try to catch the pieces, but it was too late.

So I watch all of it fade." - Layla Majnun

It has been more than a week after the theater had ended but it seems like everyone can't get off the topic. I've just finished reading a post by a friend about the ups and downs during the theater. Somehow it reminds me on how hard it had been for me to walk through the days. I am really thankful for having friends that had always been by my side. For the first time in my life, I've gained lot and lots of experiences in only a short period of time. I feel tense, mad, excitement, happiness and proud at the same time. It was great to see those hard work that everyone had put in ended with smiles and laughter.

I am so thankful that after a somber week, I finally managed to meet him. Last Saturday was a great day for us. Having some Chocolate Ice right under the blazing sun while wondering around the town makes me fall for him a little bit more. It was tiring but fun at the same time. I am so glad that I actually managed to give him the gift even though I just complete it in the nick of time. I just wish that I can turn back the time and capture the moment when he smiles brightly as he saw that gift. Again, I fall for him... and this time, I fall much more harder.

I just hope that our relationship will always stay this way.

Thank you for those wonderful love, love.. :)

I think I'll manage; somehow.

2011-02-25T04:49:00.001+08:00

I have a status to take care of. A ring to look for every night. Tiring, yes. Holding such big responsibility can make you wonder whether you have done the right thing. Sometimes, your mind keeps on telling that you need time to think. You feel restricted. Every day; every single moment, you have to mind your steps. You can't stop thinking whether you have done anything wrong during the day when you start to lie on your bed every night before you get to sleep. Again; tiring, yes. But I'm happy. The ring may make me feel uneasy most of the time, but I know I can always look for my drug.

The type that I'll look for every night
in order to help myself in getting a dose of beauty sleep.
The type that heals all my pain until there are no scars left.

That's why, I think I'll manage; somehow... to take care of the ring.

I have an extraordinary daughter.

2011-01-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

That's what my mom says when I came back from Jusco last Sunday. In case if you wonder, the story should go like this...

Mom: Angah tak nak ke pergi klinik Dr. Sudha tu? Mak tengok mcm dah makin teruk tu.
Me : Hmm... Mesti ke?
Mom: Nak ke nnt kalau teruk sampai dah tak boleh nak rawat?
Me : Err... Mmg taknak.
Mom: Dah tu? Mak tgk ramai kawan2 mak pegi specialist tu. Diorang dah makin sihat dah sekarang.
Me   : Angah bukan aper... Tak suka nanti dy masukkan kamera dalam badan.
Mom: Yeke?
Me   : Iye la. Tp xpela... Nanti angah pegi.. tp dengan satu syarat...
Mom: Ape?
Me   : Kasut tinggi satu... *with a big grin*

My mom had to agree since she had been asking me to meet the doctor for months and this is the first time I say 'yes'. Its not that I want to disobey her but I really don't like walking into a clinic... especially with the facts that they will put a camera in me... that's why I had to ask for something and make it as a reason for me to go there..

Then the story goes with my dad gave me some money to buy the high heels... Amazingly, I spent each and every cent until there's nothing left. See? I'm a shopaholic.. T-T ...What makes it worse is that... I came back with a jacket and a purse but not a pair of high heels. Luckily my dad didn't ask me the price of the purse and the jacket...

I think, if I had to collect all the receipt and calculate all their money that I had spent during this mid-semester break... They may faint when they know the sum. Just imagine,

- a SODA jacket
- a Carlo Rino purse
- a Giordano cardigan
- and a Giordano jeans
- a pair of high heels from Red Modani
- a Swiss Polo handbag
- a top from Shop-a-Lot

and not to mention, some other minor things also... I had books 'to buy' in my mind but I think I should just let it stay in my mind only. So now, how to pack all these things in my bags?

p/s: I think I'll also faint when I know the sum.. haish.. what a great money-waste(r)..

life is full with great things :)

2011-01-12T19:54:00.001+08:00

Tau tak ape perkara paling heaven yg boleh buat bile balik hometown?

Hahahahaha ! Shopping !

Giler... addiction semakin bertambah !

Bahaye kan?

p/s: I'm officially engaged on 1.1.11 haritu. Just click here to read the story. :)

Coming soon !

2010-12-27T13:31:00.000+08:00

I've mention about my busy-ness where me and my classmates have to conduct a theater in my recent post, right? I can't wait for it... I think it'll be an interesting experience...

Everyone is welcomed to come and watch this theater... I guess we'll start selling tickets on January. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention. This poster was taken from Laila Majnun (the theater) facebook account. This is just a temporary poster.. The official poster will be out soon enough...

Can things get better?

2010-12-24T03:07:00.000+08:00

I think I need a space to breath.

I have only a week left until my engagement day and I don't really know how I feel. There is a happy feeling at one time, and insecure at another second. I can also feel scared, nervous and excited at the same time. Gosh ! Those feelings have mixed. They blend so well until I can't recognize which is which anymore... That's quite disappointing, isn't it?

I need time to figure out those feelings.

Things have been working too well, these days... doing jobs as a secretary, nominated for a club presidency, and even have some people asking to appoint me as a committee in certain areas... Its not that I'm complaining.. I can do these workloads. Its just that I miss the quality time for myself, my friends and my loved ones. I am so sorry if anyone feel neglected. I hope things will get better.

In the meantime, I guess I'll have to focus on myself, no matter how. I can't attend my own engagement day with a mixed up feeling, right?

:)

p/s: I miss blogging too.

A year older, a year wiser?

2010-12-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

Cliche. But somehow, I hope that it'll be true since I can barely see my life when I look back at those times that had passed... :)

Thank you for all those birthday wishes.

I've been so busy since this semester starts and I believe that it'll worsen. We'll be having a theatre performance on February and also a charity night on January. Holding positions in big events is not that easy and I guess that goes for all of us. Not to mention, there will be TESL Night too.. even though I am still considering whether joining the committee will be too much for me.

I think this semester will be great. I can't wait for the day of the theatre. Since I'm in the publicity committee, I will update more about it later.

I think I need to ask...

Is there anyone or any band who is interested to perform for our charity nights? Just leave your email on post's comment and I'll get back to u as soon as I can. The event should be like a prom night except that we haven't come up with the theme yet. Our original theme should be 'black and white masquerade' but I think that's quite common. So we'll figure out another theme instead. Suggestion, anyone?

I guess there's not much to tell for now even though this is my 200th post. Hehehe. I've been busy therefore I am so sorry for neglecting the blog. I'll try my best for my next update...

p/s: Gastrick attack when your birthday strikes really turns the whole day upside down... and ruins the mood too... :p

a SINGLE day

2010-12-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

Its amazing to see how many different things can happen in one single day. I just had one hell of a time yesterday. The day was so much fun, and tiring too.

The day started out with all of us waking up early and getting excited to go for the trip. The actual reason of the trip was for my project, of course. But we also had other plans in mind since I already rent the car for 24hours. Unfortunately, the car was manual car and it was all my fault since I forgot to check the car before I rented it. None of us can drive the car so we called Bella to ask for her help.

So, the first place we went was Jakel Shah Alam and then we move on to Sunway Pyramid. It was funny during the time when we had to look for the place to park our car. We all get nervous when we know that we had to go through a very high flyover just to get to the parking lot... There are also some other things happen during the time when we look for the lot but I guess I'm quite lazy to tell the whole story here.

As soon as we get out of the car, Bella received a call from he mother saying that her 'atuk' had just passed away. Then the plan changes. We're sorry for your loss, dear. Since none of us can drive that manual car, we had to call Hasif to help us. We had our lunch at Burger King *since that's the only place that we can find. We don't have all the time to go and find other places.* Hasif arrived about an hour later with Ahmadil, Adote and Jack. Since Bella had to go back to her hometown, we Hasif will send her. All of us was divided into two cars. Hasif, Bella, Adote, Vinn and Syaf in the first car and went to Titiwangsa while me, Jack *the one who had to drive our car*, Ahmadil, Ede and Ika was in the second car and wait for the first car at Wangsa Walk. We had our dinner at NZ Curry House and went back to UNISEL after that.

from left: Bella, Vinn, me, Ede and Syaf.

This is the picture of us in a Lomo shop at Sunway Pyramid.

The same thing goes with the picture below.

from left: Ika, Bella

Can you imagine our journey?
All the way from Bestari Jaya to Shah Alam, then to Sunway, and continue to Wangsa Maju.

Guess that was quite a journey, right? Thanks a lot to Bella, Hasif, Ahmadil, Jack and Adote for being the superhero of the day.

p/s: Al-Fatihah dan Salam Takziah untuk Bella dan her Family.

Its red, and its weird.

2010-11-30T03:49:00.000+08:00

Its 3.38 now and I was wondering why did the sky looks red?
Oh well... don't mind that.

I just got so busy on this past few days because of some silly project that I had in mind. I am enthusiastic in making this project since I don't intend to play around with this silly idea. I was calling it 'silly' because it does sound so. When I first told my friends about the idea, all of them were asking me like.. are you serious? Hahaha. They say I don't look like I'm serious. I do agree that this project do seem like a really big project that can change the course of your life. Since it was that big.. It might be seen as impossible for me.

But I don't mind.

I don't intend to reveal what is the project, for now. I'll update later on that. Guess, you'll just have to wait and see. In the meantime, I'll be busy until I might have to neglect this blog for few days, or weeks. *or maybe months* I am so sorry for that. Till then, adios... :)

Nak tau beza lame dengan cool?

2010-11-26T19:31:00.001+08:00

*Quick update sebelum g mencari dinner.*

Bukan susah nak beza lame dengan cool... Tak percaye?
Macam ni...

Lame bile bangun awal pagi lepas tu pegi library.
Cool bile tido sepanjang hari sampai pening kepala bile bangun.

Lame bile asyik minat fanatik segala kat artis2.
Cool bile minat diri sendiri karaoke dalam toilet sambil mandi.

Lame bile asyik promote ak pandai masak segala konon bakal isteri mithali.
Cool bile senyap2 golek2 nampak mcm ular sawa tapi bile masak power giler.

Lame bile bile promote diri konon2 trendy habes beli barang jenama segala. *siap bgtau harga, hahaha.*
Cool bile senyap2 je g shopping. Tau2 duit habis sbb barang jenama mahal sgt.

Lame bile kau pelajar biase buat2 gaya mcm wakil MPP. Sibuk sana sini.
Cool bile ko rilek je hang out dengan membe2. Tup tup dokumen segala da siap submit. *takde sape tau bile ko buat dokumen tu.*

Da la.. tak tau dah nak tulis mcm mane lg. Diri sendiri mestila tergolong kat label COOL tu walaupun definisi dy adalah repekan semata-mata. Hehehe. Dah lapar dah... Nak out blog pas tu say Hello! to dinner.. :)

bila dah duduk sorang2 time cuti ni

2010-11-25T18:26:00.001+08:00

Mule la nak rase bosan... tak tau nak buat apa, nak cakap dengan siape...

Aktiviti paling bermanfaat yg boleh buat pn, maen game jela... haish...
and oh, maybe cube mengkreatifkan diri buat jadual tuk board.. hehehe.

:)

Miracle, please?

2010-11-24T18:05:00.002+08:00

I hate it when every single thing seems like foreshadowing a near future.
*I know its just my feelings. But, I guess I can't help it.*

Last semester really took my breath away. I was so tired with all the seven subjects until I cry so hard and I nearly gave up on my studies. As for my final examination, I had lower results than my previous semester. I was quite lucky to be able to maintain my CGPA above 3.00+ since my foundation year. I was quite devastated because of the results. That's why I was trying so hard during my semester break to gather my courage in order to return for this semester.

Sadly, I return to this semester just to meet with lots and lots of other bad news. The university had moved our faculty into a different building which was quite far than our previous building. Then, because of the 'moving' issues, the management still can't decide where our class will be. It might be in our faculty's 'new' building or in other places.

To make it worse, I have a total of six subjects for this semester...
and all of them are heavy subjects.

Can you see my timetable? They just love to make the classes on the evening.
Gosh, this is a sign for an upcoming problem. [-.-']

I just can feel it especially when it'll affect my engagement celebration.

p/s: Guess I should just pray that I'll manage it, somehow...

I just waste a day.

2010-11-23T18:54:00.001+08:00

I have lots and lots of free time for now.
and I don't know how to fill it.

So I decided to doll myself up and force a friend of mine to snap a picture of me *literally*. Crazy? Yeah, I know. This was just a waste of time. But I guess its better than surfing the net for hours and cause yourself a headache.. I think I'm gonna get some sleep now 'cause I can't wait to have 'Kuey Teow Bandung' for dinner.

Craving for food is a healthy habit.. for me.
Hahaha. :)

Ouh, scary !

2010-11-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

what will you do if you encounter a snake?

Hahaha. Yes, you won't see me saying that I'll kill it since I don't want to end up looking so pathetic. I guess the only possible reaction is me, staring at the snake and end up panicking. I was so lucky that the snake I had just met was a dead one. Someone must have kill it earlier.

p/s: Having 'ayam masak lemak cili api' for dinner was a great idea... :)

Now I'm back to UNI.Hell

2010-11-22T02:14:00.003+08:00

Ok. Maybe its not hell. I'm exaggerating. Still, I hate to be here *except for the fact that I'm now staying with all my gorgeous friends*. I didn't plan to get back early thou... because of certain problems, I woke up early in the morning just to find myself packing things as fast as I can.

Guess I am lucky to arrive just 10 minutes before the counter gets officially closed.

*and also because En. Kekasih Hati is the one who sent me*

Its quite tiring when you have to face traffic jam inside the campus because of the convocation day that went on the same day with our registration day. They open up a bazaar around the convocation area. That is why the place went 'havoc'. Seriously, there are lots and lots of cars. En. Kekasih Hati got so tired with the traffic jam and decided to park our car. We sat on a bench and have a small chat. But yeah, most of the time passes with me staring at his tiring face and carve it on my memory. He sent me back to the hostel after we had our dinner. I do feel reluctant to leave the car when we arrived. He looked so tired and that made me worry. Therefore, he tries so hard to give his best smile in order to ease my heart. He even told me that he had a great time being with me for the whole day just before he drove away. Few seconds later, I found myself burst into tears. I'm a mushy girl, isn't it?

Well, my first day here ends with me unpacking my things..

and this is where I keep all my inspirations... Hahaha. I hope I will make it through this semester... :)

Ministry of Moment: Just Like Contest.

2010-11-20T03:08:00.005+08:00

Just Like Contest ni adalah contest yang dianjurkan oleh Ministry of Moment (MOM). MOM is actually a group where professionals in the field of photography gather. This contest gives you a chance to win a FREE Photography Package worth RM2000 ! psst.. You will also stand a chance to win 30% off for any photography package of your choice... Styleeee !

Oh, before I forgot... Hi, Roe !
Thank you for introducing the contest to me... :)
*Roe is the co-organizer of the contest.*

All you have to do is:

1. Search for MINISTRY OF MOMENT page in Facebook and click “Like”.

2. Go to ‘Photos’ and find a folder named ‘Contest’.

3. Pick one picture that you like from the folder and write a creative entry in your blog with the title; Ministry of Moment : Just Like contest and tell us why do you like that picture.

4. Under the picture, type; source: Ministry of Moment with link http://www.ministryofmoment.com/

5. Once done, leave the permalink of your entry in the comment box of this entry together with your facebook’s username.

Contest ends: 30 November 2010 (12pm)
You can read the original entry on the contest here.

__________________________________________________
Here goes the picture;

Source: Ministry of Sound

At first, I do had quite a rough time to choose the picture that caught my interest the most since the album itself contains lots of beautiful and interesting pictures. But still, when it comes to choosing 'a' picture... I choose the picture above since that picture was the first picture that caught my eyes. The first thing that I love about the picture is the pose of the bride and groom... For some reason, I can see the love's sweetness through them. There are also the bright light in the picture's background which complement the pose thus make the picture seems so pure. And yeah, the small sight of building makes the picture looks simple and helps to direct the viewer's focus towards the bride and the groom. It is great to see that this picture conveys a lot of sentimental quality.

Lastly, I shall say that the greatest quality of the picture was shown when...

It made my heart full with a phrase that says "Love is Beautiful"...

:)

UNICEF - Raise Your Hands, Stop Child Abuse !

2010-11-19T20:04:00.004+08:00

Have you heard about UNICEF - Get On Board's campaign? Well, I found the campaign just recently. Get on Board is a "peoples' campaign" by UNICEF to provide the Malaysian public with the knowledge, insights and resources to stop child abuse.

You will just have to spend around 5minutes of your time.

*and yeah, those 5minutes will surely do make a difference*

Jom angkat tangan ramai-ramai !

Join the supporters. Just click here if you want to show that you care. I have already raised my hands... so come and join me... hehehe. :)

Saya ada Idol !

2010-11-19T01:06:00.001+08:00

dan idol saya sangat cantik. Woah, bile tgk dy je.. selalunya saya boleh dapat inspirasi sebab idol saya cantik. Malangnya, setiap inspirasi yg datang dari idol fesyen saya tu menyebabkan hati saya berkobar-kobar untuk shopping.

Masalah kan?
Ada sape boleh bantu?

p/s: mungkin lepas ni kena jalan pakai blindfold supaya saya tak terserempak dengan idol saya dan dapat inspirasi.. hahahaha.

fa[i]lling

2010-11-18T18:53:00.001+08:00

There's always something to do when you fall. Yeah, people tend to fall at least once in their whole lifetime. Still, what do they do when they fall?

Guess it depends..

picture source: Chillon_28 Flickr

This can be another option.

and what's making it great is that you are the one who create the story. You can always change the ending. Its up to you. As long as you start living it... :)

Ver-ra-ngan !

2010-11-18T04:01:00.002+08:00

Ouh, time2 nak balik UNISEL ni la shopping urge nyer level nak naik. Haish... Banyak mende dlm wishlist neh... Xpe2. Beli satu2... So, letak list dlm blog ye... Senang nnt nk refer... Sape2 nk rujuk wishlist ni tuk bg hadiah birthday pun boleh jugak.. *mentang2 la birthday da dekat* Hahaha.

1. High Heels

black heels from SUMMIT Shoes.

Lame giler aim kasut ni... Love design dy yg ala2 snakeskin tuh..

grey color mcm lg gorgeous je ! :D

2. Shawls

fuhh... sangat2 berkenan dgn shawl SKK07 tu...

really love the color... shawl ni from Fame and Fabulous.

yg ni pun comel.. from Mz Couture

da la diorang tgh sale... T-T

yg belah bawah tu lg cantik warne dy..

3. Jacket / Cardigan

tgk cardi lace tu... sunggoh la cute...

jacket mcm tu pun comel jugak...

dua2 cardi ni from Pretty Moment.

Ni pulak dari Facebook Rara Fesyen...

4. Waist Belt

Ni pun dari Pretty Moment. Tp dah sold out.

Nnt nk cari yg ala2 mcm ni jgk...

5. Jam Tangan

Nak jam baru since the last one dah tercicir
dlm KTM yg sesak mase kuar dating ritu..

da la baru pkai seminngu... Sebak giler rase bile perasan jam da xde...

Jam kt gmbr tu jam GUESS. Setakat ni mmg xpenah lg berminat nk pkai jam design lain.. Design ala bracelet jgk yg nak... Hahaha.

Banyak kn dalam list tu... Fuhh.. Tgk jela nnt yg mane je dpt tercapai... Memandangkan poket pun x berapa nak penuh... Sabar jela... Tapi papepun.. High heels tetap priority. Korang tolong doakan semoga Nana berjaya kumpul duit ye.. Hahaha... :D

That is a good news !

2010-11-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

Boleh balik UNISEL on Sunday !
Thank GOD I don't have to get back on Friday...

:)

org third class mentaliti selalu datangkn masalah..

2010-11-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

siapa yang boleh jamin kalau ak rahsiakan pertunangan ak, biar sedara mara je tau.. xkn ad org yg kutuk2 belakang ckp ak lupe kawan, bertunang x bgtau bla bla bla... tacing2 kecoh2 ckp buruk pasal ak? sape boleh jamin? angkat tangan !

kalau tak boleh, dah..

fcuk off !

tak payah ckp byk dgn ak.

bertunang elok dirahsiakan segala

padahal mulut korang yg xleh senyap kalau ak x bgtau..

korang mcm sial kn?

ckp lain buat lain !

ak x tau pulak ko x reti beza kad jemputan ngan surat khabar...
hahaha... ak tak marah. ak saje nk sakitkn hati ko dgn kata2 kesat. :)

I am walking towards the end of the holidays and guess, I'll venture into a new chapter.

2010-11-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

So far, I do realized that I'm not a 'friend' person. I've been comfortable with handling things on my own. Solving my own problems *thou, sometimes I fail and nearly made me attempt to kill myself*. Its not that I'm such an arrogant person. Its just that I don't really trust in that 'friend' term since I've been back-stabbed by those so-called friends so many times. Yeah, you know.. .girls. They just love doing that.

picture source: applesrevenge

from left to right: vinn, ika, ede, me and syaf

I don't really have that much friends, you know. I mean, those who really close to me. But as I grew older, guess I'll proudly say that I have quite a number of friends that I really love. *They say, as you grew older... you get wiser.* Yeah, you heard right... I love them. They are the ones that show me the real friendship. They'll wipe your tears when you're sad, they'll give you advice when you're wrong... and what's important... they'll always share their secret to happiness.

I've stayed in UNISEL since 2008 and this'll be the first time I'll be staying with all my gorgeous friends.
I know I've keep on stressing that I don't want to go back...
Its just because of certain problem...
and also, maybe I'm afraid...
that I haven't be a good friend to them..

I'm sorry.
Just bear with me for the whole next semester, will ya?

:)

Ouh, I wish...

2010-11-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

picture source: akosikrisel tumblr

shoot ! I fall in love with this one ! :)

I Love You !

2010-11-16T01:30:00.001+08:00

picture source: The Ghost of a Good Thing

yep. I love you and I love you more. Bukan utk En. Kekasih Hati je la..

I love you untuk family jugak... I love you kawan-kawan...

just don't ever forget that

Our True Love Story {CST Production}

2010-11-15T00:51:00.241+08:00

Awak kenal tak? Ni diari kita. Eh, bukan... Diari saya, kisah kita.

Mei 2009
Masa hari tu, saya excited sangat. Biasa la, tunggu mama datang ambil untuk cuti semester. Barang semua dah pack. Bila mama sampai je, dia cakap lepas ni tak terus balik Taiping. Singgah rumah makcik saya yang tinggal dekat kampung halaman awak tu. Saya kecewa sekejap masa tu sebab dah rindu sangat dekat rumah kesayangan. Tapi, tiba-tiba saya teringat dekat awak. Kalau dah pergi kampung halaman awak,, mama mesti singgah rumah keluarga awak. Hmm.. Apa khabar awak... Ye la, dah lama kan kita tak berhubungan. Lebih kurang tiga tahun rasenye... Lepas teringat dekat awak, terus saya senyum.

Awak faham kan kenapa saya senyum?

Malam tu saya singgah rumah awak. Lepas balik dari rumah makcik saya. Saya tercari-cari jugak awak masa mak awak jemput saya dan keluarga minum teh yang mak awak hidang. Tapi awak tak ada. Mak awak cakap awak keluar. Eh, saya tak tanya mak awak tau. Saya curi-curi dengar masa mama saya tanya pasal awak dekat mak awak. Banyak lagi yang saya curi-curi dengar. Tapi pasal awak jela. Mak awak cerita yang awak dah habis belajar, dah kerja... rumah awak yang tengah buat tu. Macam-macam. Saya senyum lagi bila dengar cerita pasal awak. Lepas tu, saya dengar pulak mak awak cerita pasal rumah keluarga awak kat Ipoh. Awak tahu? Senyum saya lagi lebar bila saya dengar rancangan mama saya dan mak awak untuk balik sama-sama dan singgah rumah awak kat Ipoh tu. Saya senyum. Lama, sebab saya tahu awak mesti ada.

Banyak kan saya senyum? Nasib baik tak 'kantoi' yang saya gatal kat anak orang sebab saya pandai cover line. Masa awak bagitahu saya yang awak sebenarnya tahu keluarga saya datang, saya nak marah awak tahu tak? Sampai hati awak. Tapi lepas tu saya gelak sebab alasan awak kelakar sangat. Tak sangka awak keluar sebab tahu saya ada. Segan nak jumpa saya... Tapi tak mustahil yang awak segan dengan saya bila saya teringat balik kisah kita masa mula-mula jumpa... Eh, mungkin bukan jumpa.. Masa mula-mula kenal...

Disember 2005
Masa tu saya masih dalam kereta.
   "Hai."
   "Siapa ni?"
   "Ali."
Saya dapat mesej. Saya tak kenal siapa Ali. Tapi saya dapat agak tu awak sebab saya baru je gerak balik dari rumah awak. Saya tahu Cik Jah ada anak lelaki dan tak salah saya nama dia Ali. Saya tak pasti jadi saya tanya mama nama anak lelaki Cik Jah. Lepas tu saya balas mesej awak lagi.
   "Anak Cik Jah ye?"
   "A'ah."
Saya bagitahu mama pasal awak. Ye la, saya pun pelik kenapa awak tiba-tiba mesej saya. Mama cuma gelak. Masa tu baru saya tahu kisah saya dan awak. Mama cakap, masa saya baru umur 40hari... Mak awak yang jadi pengasuh saya waktu mama kerja. Masa mak awak sibuk memasak ke, sidai kain ke... Awak yang tolong buaikan saya tidur. Bila saya lapar, mak awak letak saya kat riba awak supaya awak boleh bagi saya minum susu. Pandai awak jaga saya walaupun umur awak baru dua tahun. Saya rasa awak comel bila mama cerita awak selalu bawa saya jalan-jalan sambil pegang tangan saya sejak saya pandai jalan. Nakal ye awak? Mama bagitahu saya awak marah kalau orang nak pegang saya sebab saya adik awak... Tak sangka, saya ada kisah macam ni dalam zaman kanak-kanak saya.

Saya selalu pening kepala bila mesej dalam kereta, sebab tu saya telefon awak tak lama lepas awak mesej saya tu. Tapi awak tak angkat. Bila saya mesej awak tanya kenapa, awak cakap awak segan nak cakap dengan saya. Sejak dari hari tu, lebih kurang setahun kita berkawan... Tapi saya tetap tak pernah dengar suara awak. Pemalu betul awak kan?

Jun 2009
Saya senyum lagi, hari ni. Awak tahu kenapa? Sebab saya tak sangka awak ingat saya. Tak sangka awak sentiasa ingat saya. Saya tak tahu macam mana saya patut respon masa awak cakap saya comel pakai gaun cream dan orange bile saya datang rumah awak hari tu. Masa saya datang rumah awak pakai gaun tu, umur saya baru 10tahun. Saya darjah tiga. Saya gembira bila awak ingat saya. Awak siap ingat baju apa yang saya pakai setiap kali saya datang ziarah keluarga awak. Terharu saya. Tapi, saya minta maaf sebab dulu saya tak ingat awak. Masa mak awak berhenti mengasuh saya sebab keluarga saya berpindah, umur saya baru dua tahun. Ingatan saya masih belum kukuh.

Awak tahu tak yang awak ni menakjubkan? Umur awak baru 4tahun masa keluarga saya berpindah. Tapi, sampai besar awak ingat saya kan?

Julai 2009
Sejak dari hari keluarga saya balik dengan keluarga awak ke Ipoh tu, Alhamdulillah... Persahabatan yang terputus dulu dah terjalin semula. Tapi, maaf... Saya rasa serba salah sangat dengan awak. Awak mesra dengan saya. Awak baik. Perasaan sayang saya pada awak 3tahun dulu berbunga balik. Maaf saya tak dapat nak balas luahan hati awak. Saya dah berpunya. Saya hormat status kekasih saya walaupun saya dipaksa bekerja untuk dia. Saya sebenarnya tak nak, saya nak pergi jauh dari dia. Tapi saya tak ada pilihan.. Dia pukul saya. Dia tampar saya. Dia tumbuk saya. Maaf sebab saya terpaksa rahsiakan dari awak sebab sebenar kenapa saya sedih. Saya tak perlukan simpati. Perlahan-lahan, saya akan cuba uruskan masalah saya sendiri.

Awak terkejut kan masa saya cerita pada awak kisah sebenar tentang dia, hari tu? Terima kasih atas usaha awak untuk gembirakan saya. Saya terharu.

September 2009
Setahun saya kumpul keberanian saya untuk tinggalkan dia. Akhirnya saya berjaya. Tapi dia ugut saya. Saya tertekan. Saya hampir-hampir putus asa. Tak tahu nak luahkan pada siapa. Awak, terima kasih. Mesej awak seminggu lepas saya putus tu betul-betul ubah perasaan saya, hidup saya.
   "Nana nak kahwin bila?"
   "Entah. Kalau ada calon, mungkin dua tahun lagi."
   "Sekarang tak ada calon ke? Nana kan ada kekasih."
   "Dah putus."
   "Bila?"
   "Seminggu lepas."
   "Yeke? Macam mana nak kahwin? Calon tak ada."
   "Suruh mama carikan... :p"
   "Kalau macam tu, lagi dua tahun Ali datang meminang Nana."
   "Hahaha... Iye? Tak baik la main-main."
   "Betul la. Tak main-main."
   "Serius? Nana tunggu nanti."
   "Iye. Nana tunggu la. Lagi dua tahun."

Dulu saya tak pernah tahu pun yang hidup ni boleh jadi best. Memang tak ada unsur sinis dalam ayat ni. Memang maksudkan dulu... Zaman hidup ni selalu tertekan dengan ugutan. Masa tu ingatkan hidup ni macam 'go with the flow' je. Tak pernah pun terfikir nak buat benda-benda menarik ataupun cuba perkara baru. Tapi, lepas saya mula kenal diri awak... maksud saya, belajar untuk jatuh cinta dengan awak... setiap hari rasa macam excited. Tertunggu-tunggu khabar dari awak. Tak sabar nak tahu hari esok macam mana.

November 2010
--- He was like an angel, you know? I was never knew life could be like that. He was the one thing I followed through in my life, the one thing I never give up on. I was good at loving him. (The Untamed Heart) ---
   Saya suka sangat dengan kata-kata ni. Setiap kali saya baca, saya mesti tiba-tiba masuk dalam mode flashback. Lepas tu, hati saya mengada-ngada nervous lebih sampai jantung saya jadi dup dap dup dap macam orang lumba lari. Dalam hati saya, awak dah memang 'hero' saya... Macam bidadari versi lelaki. Banyak yang awak ajar saya dalam masa setahun lebih kita bersama ni. Disiplin, agama... Terima kasih sebab jadi lelaki yang sangat mengambil berat. Saya boleh jadi berbunga-bunga dengan cara awak jaga saya.
   Bila saya tengok balik kisah-kisah kita yang lepas, ada macam-macam benda sebenarnya yang saya patut bersyukur tapi saya tak buat. Banyak jugak fakta-fakta di keliling saya yang saya tak sedar. Contohnya, awak adalah kawan lelaki saya yang pertama. In fact, awak lah kawan saya yang pertama. Walaupun saya tak ingat kisah kita masa kecil dulu, saya yakin... Awak kawan yang baik sebab jaga saya elok-elok. Bila dah besar pun awak jaga saya elok-elok jugak. Terima kasih, awak.

Panjang kan surat saya untuk awak?
Awak tolong doakan semoga kisah cinta kita ni
kekal istimewa di hati kita ye? :)

Tak sangka tempoh dua tahun untuk datang meminang yang awak cakap dalam mesej awak dulu dah dicepatkan kepada setahun. Terima kasih sangat-sangat sebab pilih budak nakal yang keras kepala ni dan buat dia bahagia. Insyallah, saya akan jaga elok-elok cincin tanda yang awak hantar masa merisik dan meminang saya hari tu. Lepas ni, saya nak tulis entri diari bertarikh 01.01.2011 pulak... sempena Majlis Pertunangan kita nanti. Awak tunggu tau...

p/s: Saya sayang awak.

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based on a true event. my own love story.
written for the courtesy of a contest by CST Production (http://www.facebook.com/cstproduction)

nak tau?

2010-11-14T15:55:00.001+08:00

saya mesti ingat kisah semalam sbb kamu sweet sangat waktu tu... :)

please.

2010-11-14T12:11:00.005+08:00

picture source: anthonyyyy

wajah kamu yg tgh tidur kt sebelah saya sekarang ni comel sangat la..

tak nak kamu balik. boleh?

love.

2010-11-11T15:45:00.004+08:00

picture source: primeira-alegria tumblr

if you could change one thing about LOVE, what would it be?

I do love 'LOVE' but I do hate some part of it at the same time.

Ni kisah semalam.

2010-11-10T03:30:00.003+08:00

Awak.
Iye.
Cerita la.
Nak cerita apa?
Pasal secret admire awak.
Mana saya ada secret admire.
Tipu. Yang haritu?
Sorang je.
Ada jugak. Lainla saya. Langsung tak ada.
Eh, ada la.
Mana ada.
Ada. Takkan awak dah lupa?

Siapa?
Saya.

:)

These are just rantings.

2010-11-09T15:37:00.002+08:00

During this semester holiday, I think I've been more reluctant to went back to UNISEL for next semester. Everything seems like more gloomy than it should be. I know, its just because of my feelings. Guess it around one more week to go... Can I tie myself on my chair so that I won't have to go?

Things change and friends leave [fullstop] Guess this sentence is direct enough. There won't be any problem to understand the sentence. That is why I am reluctant to go back. I don't want to go back. I hate going back. Its burdening and I'm tired.

p/s: The result may be announced on the day after tomorrow. 11th November 2010. [-.-']

Drama Fever !

2010-11-07T23:34:00.006+08:00

Again, we're back with my addiction. Yup, the so-called movie addiction. I think my movie stocks running kinda low and will be finished sometime around this week. It was quite a miracle that I found a really great site for Korean or Japanese Drama lovers !

Have you ever visit HurulAini ?

She have a really great compilation of links for downloading sites. You can choose to have torrent download or direct download. She tells you where and how to download/watch these dramas and movies... I am currently browsing her site while writing this entry. Hehehe. There's a lot of dramas to choose from and yet I still can't decide which one.

In the meantime, I choose to download Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge.

I know that this drama have been out for quite some time now. But I haven't watch it yet. Hahaha. The poster do make the drama looks gloomy despite the fact that this is actually a romantic, comedy drama. The drama also have its anime version. Both of them were made based on a manga titled TheWallflower. You can read more about the story here.

Well, wish me Happy Downloading ! :)

A Trip to Malacca [The First Day]

2010-11-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

It do feel great to be back. Seriously, my internet connection was sick for few days. Gosh, I miss blogging so much. This is one of the risk that you had to face when you're addicted to blogging.

There's this one thing I really want to write on my blog.

On the 30th and 31st of October or you can say as last week, I had gone for a holiday in Malacca. I haven't been there for nearly 5years already. I can't say that it was fully a holiday since I am actually there as one of the guardian for a school trip. Still, I do had a great time during the trip. We departed from the school ground around 6am+ and arrived at Malacca around 11am+.

This was the first place that we had visited. Malacca Zoo.

*focus on the sign at the back and not the girl at the front, haha*

This is the picture of the kids. But it is only some of them.

*It was quite impossible for me to get the picture of all 80+ peoples who was on the trip*

I shall say that this is the most interesting experience during the trip.

Malacca River was so beautiful during the cruise. The river was full of lights and even some paintings on the building. Seriously, I would love to go for the cruise again. I do advised to go for the cruise at night since the lighting along the river is the reason why the river was so beautiful. I am so sorry. I didn't snap any picture during the cruise because I've only been using a mobile phone camera. Therefore, I didn't look so good at night. It'll just be an all dark picture.

The cruise was the last activity for the first day. We didn't managed to visit a number of places on the first day since we had to minus time for lunch, dinner, prayers, etc. I shall update about the activity on the second day later... :)

iPhone on your netbook?

2010-10-28T21:13:00.001+08:00

Who said it is not possible to have an iPhone-like experience? You can have it on your netbook. I was introduced with Ubuntu by my older brother who is currently a software engineer. To tell the truth, I do fall in love with this OS as soon as I started using it.

I loooooove it's simple graphic !

Picture source: Ubuntu

This should be the desktop.

See the features for movies? Isn't it great?

Seriously I love this OS especially with the fact that you can have it alongside with your Windows. I think I'll start using Ubuntu for leisures and Windows only for my works or assignments. Hahaha. You can see more of Ubuntu features here.

Hugs and Kisses,

Nana.

Fantasi yang Menarik.

2010-10-28T09:17:00.002+08:00

Cuti2 mcm ni jd rase rindu sgt lak nk tgk cite Heroes.

Cite Heroes adalah cite fantasi yang menarik. No doubt that I am actually a Heroes's addict. Its amazing to see how the Tim Kring relates these enormous amount of characters to each other. There's a link between each and single thing to one another which makes the story more interesting. Disebabkan minat yg berterusan, diri sendiri dah jd pengumpul DVD Heroes yg setia.

Unfortunately, NBC announced the show's cancellation on May 14, 2010 due to the high costs of production, diminished viewing and an increase in other programming (source: Wikipedia). Giler mengecewakan and it seems there are no other news on the revival of the series surfaced. Lagi bertambah2 mengecewakan...

Gosh, I miss Heroes.
Plus, I already fall-in-love with Sylar. *literally*

Can you imagine how it would be if you all-time favourite series ends up
without any ending?

At least wrap it up, please... :)

Renovasi.

2010-10-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

Final exam dah habis. Dah dua hari dah habis. Oleh itu, diri sendiri dah selamat balik ke hometown. Tapi.. Tapi... Bile masuk rumah, kepala mengalami tekanan yang agak tinggi berbanding ketika study. Keadaan rumah agak serabut buat masa sekarang. Serious.

Sebabnye...

Dapur rumah sedang direnovasi.

Tu yang agak serabut tu. Barang2 dapur sesat kt ruang tamu segala. Naseb tempat tidur masih selesa. Hahaha. Tidur tu yg paling penting pun. Tp xpela... Tak sabar nak tengok hasil dy nnt mcm mane. So, guess we'll have to wait for that...

p/s: sekarang tgh sibuk mengira hari untuk pegi holiday... :)

I think its time to turn back to Aslyn.

2010-10-27T07:36:00.005+08:00

I still remember, it was during my form five years when I hear her song for the first time. My brother was browsing through his mail and excitedly turn over to me just to say that a girl dedicated the song to him. I have to admit, that song really captures my heart.

That's when I Love You by Aslyn

The song is about a girl who really love a guy. No matter what the guy do, the girl will keep on loving him. It is really a sweet song. Guess you should try and hear it yourself...

p/s: been trying really hard to update it with the mp3 player but Google Chrome keep on crashing. Therefore, I cancel the player. Sorry.

Its up to you to grab it.

2010-10-24T04:37:00.000+08:00

I shall THANK my fate for building the bridge to you... :)

Have you ever heard about the 3 Idiots ?

2010-10-23T17:26:00.003+08:00

This should be a long story... again, should be. It all started with a good friend of mine, Ika. She left her lappy at home and next time she came back, her older brother told her about the 3 Idiots that he put in her lappy. After a short period of time, I came to know about the existence of the 3 Idiots in her lappy so I decided to take a look.

and I am successful to do so, last night... after being encouraged by Ika herself.

Did I forget to mention that this is a Hindi movie?

I do know that some people may have different view on Hindi movies. However, in my opinion... This movie is a bit different. Its abit philosophical and interesting especially for those who wants to look at the world differently. This movie is mainly about the friendship, the importance of education and how people look at it.

"Now rewind the last 1minute of our life a bit and think. When I asked this question, has anybody ever thought that today we will get something new to learn? Anyone...? No. Everyone sunk in race. What's the use if you come first with studying like this? Will you improve your knowledge? No. Only pressure will increase.. and this is a college. Not a pressure cooker. The lion in the circus also learns to sit on the chair fearing the whip held in its owner's hand. But we call such lions as well trained, not well educated."

The question that he asked is actually just a random question. But somehow, nobody ever notice that such terms did not exist and yet they sunk into a race to find the definition of the terms. This part really do reminds me of what education supposed to be. All this while, everything is just about memorization and not the understanding and passion... and yeah, I think I should start the new semester with a whole new perception.

"We will study, with complete dedication. But not only to pass exams. Never study to become successful, but study for self-efficiency. Don't run behind success. Follow behind excellence. Then success will come all the way behind you."

This is my favorite quote of the movie. I think I'll try and see if it'll became true...

p/s: I fall in love with this movie much more than the Slumdog Millionaire.

Sejak hari first start exam...

2010-10-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

Ta penah study sorang. Tp malam ni laen sket... Konon2 nak study sorang2 la... But end up in sleeping instead. Hahaha. Tak sabar nak tunggu exam habes. Then, hello ! Malacca...

Study sorang sangat tak best.
Tp sesuai la pun untuk subject 'prose forms and poetry' neh...
Haih...

:)

Sekarang siape yg poyo?

2010-10-21T11:26:00.001+08:00

Mase aku bahagia, kau canang cerita hidup aku merata. Sedap mulut mengutuk, tokok tambah cerita. Takpe, aku ngadu kt blog je. Aku tak kecoh kt fesbuk sbb buat mcm tu pun xde guna. Sekadar mintak simpati org supaya nampak innocent mcm yg kau selalu buat tu la. Kau tak malu ke weh sume org bace status ko yg sbnrnye busuk ati tu?

Tp takpe la. Sekarang hidup kau yg tunggang-langgang. What goes around comes around. Hidup kau merana padahal aku tetap tgh bahagia. Oh ye, jangan perasan sbb mmg aku tak pernah doa pun supaya hidup kau jadi mcm tu. Kau yang tentukan hidup kau. So sekarang siape yg poyo? Mestila kau kan sbb dulu kau kecoh2 pasal hidup org... padahal hidup kau yg tunggang-langgang. Sebab tu org selalu pesan, jangan nak ego sgt ar. Mengaku je la semua salah kau... Tak payah nak tolak kesalahan kt semua org yg tgh bahagia kt keliling kau.

Dulu kau kat atas roda...

Sekarang kau kat belah bawah roda...

Baru kau rase kn?

Aku harap kau ingat la... mulut kau yg asyik canang cerita tu tak kemana.
Aku *dan mereka yg pernah jd mangsa kau* tetap bahagia. Kau sorang je yg merana.